[Heaven's Night]

Hello everyone. I am back. 

First and foremost I am sorry. @hellodidi I did take you.post the worst possible way, and at the time I felt like I was being bullied or being made an example of. I was in a bad mental state. I am sorry for that and if your relationships on here with other members have been damaged I apologize. My actions have no excuse. I hope we can all move forward with a clean slate. And if not then again all I can do is offer my apologies. I am truly sorry.

Its ok, apology accepted.

I know I'm some times blunt with things, often straight to the point without thinking how it may come across. Some times its a miss. Its all fine, the road you're on is a rocky one no matter what.

I'm sorry about the whole mess you're going through. Lot of marriages can't survive this and the house fire, omg that's just insanely bad luck... I hope things will get better soon, or at least you get a clear direction where you're heading at. I think time off of NBE and other stuff is a good move right now. A decent reset before next step. If you decide to go on HRT and begin medical transition, all the amazing hormone magic is waiting here. ^_^ And there will be more, its not like its all said and done yet.

I wish you luck dealing with life, things have amazing way to get sorted out.