20-02-2024, 08:22 PM
Not that it's anyone's business. I don't care about my functionality down stairs.
I love fitness and having my muscle. If I could have been born a woman and have muscle I would have have. If I was a woman I'd prob use low dose androgens to build muscle.
As for my functionality and genitals I don't care for them. I have them and theyre apart of me for now. Only reason I keep them is bc im in a relationship and it would be a hard conversation to have. If I was not in a relationship, I'd prob have them removed at this point and still take testosterone to maintain my muscle mass, and finally be rid of my dismorphia of having ugly male genitals.
So for all the people who keep saying you can't have it both ways. I don't care to have my penis or it's function. In fact I'd love for it to shrink along with my testicles, at least then I'd be able to comfortably wear the clothes I have always wanted to.
If there are men on here that have grown breast while using test, and if there are biological women in the world that use the mildest forms of cycling on and off androgenic steroids to stay feminine and make.more.muscle than the normal female, then I can certainly can try for something in-between.
Again if you don't have any real advice or suggestions, and all you want to do is point out the obvious in a bullying manner, you can just not say anything at all. I know what you're going to say anyways. So do us all favor and get over yourself.
It's sad that people who are no one in the world have to put others down online so they can finally feel like there more than what they are, so they can finally feel justified and have some sense of accomplishment by putting others down from behind a key board. And then they will be the first ones to say toxic masculinity is the problem and try to become the victim once they're followers see them for what they really are.
I really thought this could be a place for me to be myself and seek advice and share an experience but no. Sorry I don't fit into your pre designated mold of what someone who is struggling with their gender identity should look like. Thanks for making me feel welcomed...
I'm done here. If anyone has any information on how to delete or deactivate their account on here please message me privately.
I love fitness and having my muscle. If I could have been born a woman and have muscle I would have have. If I was a woman I'd prob use low dose androgens to build muscle.
As for my functionality and genitals I don't care for them. I have them and theyre apart of me for now. Only reason I keep them is bc im in a relationship and it would be a hard conversation to have. If I was not in a relationship, I'd prob have them removed at this point and still take testosterone to maintain my muscle mass, and finally be rid of my dismorphia of having ugly male genitals.
So for all the people who keep saying you can't have it both ways. I don't care to have my penis or it's function. In fact I'd love for it to shrink along with my testicles, at least then I'd be able to comfortably wear the clothes I have always wanted to.
If there are men on here that have grown breast while using test, and if there are biological women in the world that use the mildest forms of cycling on and off androgenic steroids to stay feminine and make.more.muscle than the normal female, then I can certainly can try for something in-between.
Again if you don't have any real advice or suggestions, and all you want to do is point out the obvious in a bullying manner, you can just not say anything at all. I know what you're going to say anyways. So do us all favor and get over yourself.
It's sad that people who are no one in the world have to put others down online so they can finally feel like there more than what they are, so they can finally feel justified and have some sense of accomplishment by putting others down from behind a key board. And then they will be the first ones to say toxic masculinity is the problem and try to become the victim once they're followers see them for what they really are.
I really thought this could be a place for me to be myself and seek advice and share an experience but no. Sorry I don't fit into your pre designated mold of what someone who is struggling with their gender identity should look like. Thanks for making me feel welcomed...
I'm done here. If anyone has any information on how to delete or deactivate their account on here please message me privately.