[Alexis]

Thank you so much for your support. I really appreciate it. What I'm not exactly sure of in the moment is whether I really want to grow breasts or not. Its a very "iffy" topic. I honestly don't know. But what I do know for curtain is that i want to drop kick my testosterone levels so that my facial hair grows slower and my butt gets bigger. Basically the whole reason why i experimented with PM was to get a bigger butt all around. I'm assuming that as soon as I get to a small A cup my hips and but would develop enough for me to wear girl jeans/pants and not look like im trying to imitate a girl. I know that Maca root is the herb for a bigger butt. But, its for girls and girls have the supporting estrogen in them to support the Maca. thats why i didn't do Maca but PM. At this point I've taken exactly 120 capsules of 80 mg PM extract, and the only results i've seen so far was lots of changes in mood. Mood swing. Small things seemed to really irritate me. other than that i was really calm. maybe its just my "girl" personality which i think it is. As far as being a competitive male like you said, i've never been like that. I've never been in to sports at all. I really don't care about that subject. From all the research I've done over the past year I can clearly see that even before i started red clover, and then PM that my brain was wired more like a female brain. i get emotional very easily although i can hide it really well. being a man for as long as i've lived gave me that experience of pretending i was one. I'm really shy. I blush more often than not. and the classical one of course: I find my way around the city by land scapes/photographic memory. if you give me direction via west east north south. i'll be like what are you talking about. lol. i feel more comfortable in the "English department" than in math which is another thing that girls are generally good at: math. anyways... sorry for the long essay lol but i have one more concern.

lets say i buy a maximum strength Saw Palmetto and take it for a while and it does all the magic and blocks much of my testosterone away. then if I stop using it for a little while. does that mean that my testosterone receptors would be more sensitive to the testosterone since their having been at work for so long?
which would lead me to look even more masculine??