23-09-2023, 02:15 AM
Dear Lotus,
I couldn't find the courage to write here on BN as reading your previous post was shocking. It reminded me of when a couple years ago i lost a very important friend to breast cancer, a late diagnosis and too little time to talk.
You have been the most influential and most inspiring person on this website visited by several thousands of people, you changed several users lives with your advices and insights. You welcomed and helped everyone in front of you without ever asking for anything in return, documenting and publishing your researches for years.
I can't find the words to express how much respect i have for your immense dedication and hard work you have done.
You are actually the reason why i found out the Breast Nexus/m forums, your B.I.G.G. guide thread was the first ever post i've seen, bookmarked it and then found out there was an entire side forum to it. When i found out you were still active after years of activity i was happy to join in to read more.
I have always been shy to message or write down under your post, always felt a bit intimidated by all the amount of knowledge and your status as a pillar in this community so i was afraid i would have bothered or annoyed you. As I write this I painfully regret not having the courage to interact more with you, as you are clearly a great person and i'd have loved to know more about you. Even those few times you messaged and replied to me i could sense the affection from your words, and i'm still touched by them to this day.
I would like to remind you of how many people across the globe you helped through this forum and even if you can't see us irl, remember there is a lot of people from every corner who thinks fondly of you.
I deeply apologize for not writing this sooner, I just hope this message brings you a smile and that these days can be somewhat happy despite everything.
I couldn't find the courage to write here on BN as reading your previous post was shocking. It reminded me of when a couple years ago i lost a very important friend to breast cancer, a late diagnosis and too little time to talk.
You have been the most influential and most inspiring person on this website visited by several thousands of people, you changed several users lives with your advices and insights. You welcomed and helped everyone in front of you without ever asking for anything in return, documenting and publishing your researches for years.
I can't find the words to express how much respect i have for your immense dedication and hard work you have done.
You are actually the reason why i found out the Breast Nexus/m forums, your B.I.G.G. guide thread was the first ever post i've seen, bookmarked it and then found out there was an entire side forum to it. When i found out you were still active after years of activity i was happy to join in to read more.
I have always been shy to message or write down under your post, always felt a bit intimidated by all the amount of knowledge and your status as a pillar in this community so i was afraid i would have bothered or annoyed you. As I write this I painfully regret not having the courage to interact more with you, as you are clearly a great person and i'd have loved to know more about you. Even those few times you messaged and replied to me i could sense the affection from your words, and i'm still touched by them to this day.
I would like to remind you of how many people across the globe you helped through this forum and even if you can't see us irl, remember there is a lot of people from every corner who thinks fondly of you.
I deeply apologize for not writing this sooner, I just hope this message brings you a smile and that these days can be somewhat happy despite everything.