[Heaven's Night]

I think you're right, big portion of the entire trans "scene" is full of these weird conventional HRT "believers" who hold extremely rigid view of how it works, what works and what does not etc. On Reddit its very obvious but elsewhere too if you dig into it. I have had bunch of trans women online doubt me, accuse me of things, downplay things and what not. It has only driven me away from them and made me shut the heck up and never let much "secrets" slip up, I only speak openly here on BN and with few trusted friends who are in the know of the heretic side of hormone magic.

It really does feel like being a part of secret underground occult group of people holding arcane forbidden knowledge and its not much fun. I don't speak out any more. I don't offer advice, I don't post anything. BN is the last online community where I actually talk any more.