03-06-2023, 05:35 PM
This is a long term, self care/improvement process for me. It is my intention to take it slowly, step by step, to obtain what I need from myself. I am not after instant gratification from cramming a bunch of stuff into my body, trying for faster development.
Flamesabers:
I have thought about it over the years. I have been to several therapists for various issues at one time or another, and honestly, I just have never seen eye to eye with another of them and I dont ever feel as though any actual progress has been made or anything has been resolved.
I am extreamly introspective and often times agonize at length over something as simple as what to eat or what color to paint something. I have pondered and soul searched on this for decades and and determined that this is something I absoultly need to do for myself.
Determining how far is far enough is not something I can know until I am there. I cant know if this is something I am willing to give up my career or marriage for until I am at the point where the changes to my body and brain are are enough to force me out even though my psyche is still not satisfied.
If I arrive at the point where I have to go clinical HRT, then I will obviously have to see a therapist to proceed, but until then, I generally see therapists as a waste of a copay.
DiDi:
Through trial and error, I have found that BO and I do not get along. It works for some, has no effect for others, and ends up hurting those who are not compatible with it. My brief experience with it leads me to believe that I am in the third group.
I have the benefit of bring extreamly in-tune with my body. I have been systematically testing individual NBE elements, seeing what works for me and what doesnt. I am slowly adding them together to develop a complementary regime for myself that is hopefully targeted for what I need/want.
Yes, PC is for progesterone cream. Most of the information I have gathered from Lotus and many others boils down to PC not really being beneficial until there is sufficient tissue/gland development for it to act upon. I may be incorrect in this, but I am going to hold off on using it until I have some genuine growth.
Flamesabers:
I have thought about it over the years. I have been to several therapists for various issues at one time or another, and honestly, I just have never seen eye to eye with another of them and I dont ever feel as though any actual progress has been made or anything has been resolved.
I am extreamly introspective and often times agonize at length over something as simple as what to eat or what color to paint something. I have pondered and soul searched on this for decades and and determined that this is something I absoultly need to do for myself.
Determining how far is far enough is not something I can know until I am there. I cant know if this is something I am willing to give up my career or marriage for until I am at the point where the changes to my body and brain are are enough to force me out even though my psyche is still not satisfied.
If I arrive at the point where I have to go clinical HRT, then I will obviously have to see a therapist to proceed, but until then, I generally see therapists as a waste of a copay.
DiDi:
Through trial and error, I have found that BO and I do not get along. It works for some, has no effect for others, and ends up hurting those who are not compatible with it. My brief experience with it leads me to believe that I am in the third group.
I have the benefit of bring extreamly in-tune with my body. I have been systematically testing individual NBE elements, seeing what works for me and what doesnt. I am slowly adding them together to develop a complementary regime for myself that is hopefully targeted for what I need/want.
Yes, PC is for progesterone cream. Most of the information I have gathered from Lotus and many others boils down to PC not really being beneficial until there is sufficient tissue/gland development for it to act upon. I may be incorrect in this, but I am going to hold off on using it until I have some genuine growth.