03-06-2023, 08:51 AM
What a great thread.
As far back as I can remember, I've not felt comfortable in the full 100% manly male role, from my early teens I've crossed dressed, this came and went over the year in the usual euphoria to guilt to denial cycle.
That was almost 5 years ago since I packed all my stuff up an put it away. Since then the world has changed, my wife is hooked on watching Drag Race, (I can't watch it, it makes me feel too sad at the stories and appalled but the bitchy cat fighting), but that has helped her understanding. New labels have come in to use, before the options felt like you were a crossdressing male or trans, now I can be a gender fluid femboy, or as my wife put it this morning a gender fluid femgrandad.
I have no wish to present as female any more than occasionally, but I'd love to have a more feminine body. Before when we went to a therapist to figure this out I was asked why I use the female version of my name instead of picking a different one, I described my crossdressing as two sides of the same coin, so why would I have a different name, so here is me signing off with my girl name for the first time in 10 years.
Danni xxx
As far back as I can remember, I've not felt comfortable in the full 100% manly male role, from my early teens I've crossed dressed, this came and went over the year in the usual euphoria to guilt to denial cycle.
That was almost 5 years ago since I packed all my stuff up an put it away. Since then the world has changed, my wife is hooked on watching Drag Race, (I can't watch it, it makes me feel too sad at the stories and appalled but the bitchy cat fighting), but that has helped her understanding. New labels have come in to use, before the options felt like you were a crossdressing male or trans, now I can be a gender fluid femboy, or as my wife put it this morning a gender fluid femgrandad.
I have no wish to present as female any more than occasionally, but I'd love to have a more feminine body. Before when we went to a therapist to figure this out I was asked why I use the female version of my name instead of picking a different one, I described my crossdressing as two sides of the same coin, so why would I have a different name, so here is me signing off with my girl name for the first time in 10 years.
Danni xxx