[PerkyAcups]

If you did grow some breasts, did this make you happier? Of course it is nice feeling and seeing them in a direct way, but this is not what I mean.

My question is more: did it make you happier overall, as a person?

Background:
I have been using PM for about 9 months now, and have seen some good results. I love seeing and feeling them. But they are new toys, so that could be expected. I am wondering how I would look back in a couple of years. Stil proud and happy? Or would I, in retrospect, see it as an addiction, just going from one small kick to the next? 

 This will be something I have to sort out for myself, probably, but it would help me a lot to hear what you, who have been growing breasts for years, feel about it.

I grew my breasts totally for a fetish.  I enjoy a little SPH online so I thought wow having breasts would be the ultimate embarrassing thing for a masculine man.  I completely stopped NBE almost a year ago when I got a B cup.  Since stopping PM I did lose a little fullness and breasts began to sag a little, but that seems to make them more feminine looking.  I have a lot of WTF moments. I get self conscious around friends without a shirt. It took a little time to get used to just having breasts and not living in the pink fog.  These days I am having less WTF moments and really enjoying having breasts.  Being a masculine man with breasts is an embarrassing kink to me that you can't turn off.  I love that! and hate it from time to time.