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Well, one week later.



           
I think I actually gained weight around the middle, but maybe too early to tell.  I took measurements for the next attempt.

Image presentation might be too confusing?  Maybe I should just stick with before and after?

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A couple of thinking "effects" from this exercise (all of them seem to be saying no):

1. Realized I was just looking for unconditional love and acceptance.
2. Maybe there are some things I shouldn't try to change - maybe I have the attributes and capabilities I do for some reason - maybe I should explore my strengths and leave these to those who already have strength in beauty.
3. Female is lovely from my current perspective - maybe I wouldn't find it so when the testosterone runs out.  Maybe I would be better off finding ways of expressing my appreciation from my current perspective instead of trying to conform myself.

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Herbs:

Consistently (1 - 2 times a day):

WP (tea)
Green tea
Brewers yeast
L-Lysine
Cranberry
MSM
Multivitamin
Collagen (for hair growth, but man, it makes your body hair take off, yuck!)

Randomly:

Flax
EPO
Spearmint oil
Vanilla
Cinammon
RC (tea)
Brocolli
Massage with Aloe and trace amounts of Wild Yam.