[Kay Lady]

I also shy away from subliminal hypnosis. I am not even sure that it really works. I have used David Bradley's recordings from time to time. When his website was active and you could buy and download his recordings, he had some by a person named Destiny. I liked those as I prefer the female voice. And his recordings were not kinky, just MTF transformational. 

Another way that I meditate is to use brainwave music recordings and visualize what I want to look and act like. I can list some brainwave websites if anyone is interested.