Another big last week. Am out to a total of 6 new people. 4 complete strangers a friend wanted me to meet for a Halloween tabletop game night, my friend in question from way back in Jr. High, and his wife. All very supportive people~
It's been really crazy how fortunate I've been to have not a single person scorn me or turn me away. I knew my friends were good people but a few I wasn't sure would be able to take the news too well. Now I only further believe that my generation and every generation after truly are so much more accepting. Everyone just wants people to be happy and be who they are. It's so great. Sure there will be people about who would be stuck in the ways of the previous generations, locking off a lot of acceptance and fighting back or stigmatizing people for who they are if it's different than what society expects you to be, but so far I really do have hope for the future.
Now I have more places and people around which I can be the real me. I use my real voice. I don't put up an act anymore and be super awkward at playing the male role. I'm just a nerdy girl named Jamie~ It's been so nice, and now with being on the home stretch of telling my parents, I soon won't have to be afraid to be me all the time anymore ^_^
Anyway, I decided to include an updated picture of me in one of my first bras. Maybe I'm crazy, but am I starting to fill this thing out better? It really looks like it~ I've been noogling now too. Working up to hopefully be able to do it for a few hours a day. So far I'm at 1 hour periods at a lower pressure than the first time where my chest got spotted red for days. Hope my breasts are finally waking up and growing again!
Also I'm thinking about making a timeline to celebrate my 2 year HRT anniversary a few weeks ago, but I'm not sure yet. I stopped showing my bare chest when I made this thread so any pics beyond the first thread would be in bras. Also my body in general has changed drastically, having no body hair, losing a ton of weight, and so on. This means that I also ended up actually losing cup size along the way, though I did lose band size in turn of course. In the end I don't really know if I've gained size or lost it, but I do know that cup size, I seem to fill the same cups as ever but at a much smaller band. Them on my much nicer body looks really nice on me if I say so myself. Just not sure how that would all equate on a timeline though that's mostly meant to show off breast growth however when its more they stayed generally the same while the rest of my body shrank >.<
It's been really crazy how fortunate I've been to have not a single person scorn me or turn me away. I knew my friends were good people but a few I wasn't sure would be able to take the news too well. Now I only further believe that my generation and every generation after truly are so much more accepting. Everyone just wants people to be happy and be who they are. It's so great. Sure there will be people about who would be stuck in the ways of the previous generations, locking off a lot of acceptance and fighting back or stigmatizing people for who they are if it's different than what society expects you to be, but so far I really do have hope for the future.
Now I have more places and people around which I can be the real me. I use my real voice. I don't put up an act anymore and be super awkward at playing the male role. I'm just a nerdy girl named Jamie~ It's been so nice, and now with being on the home stretch of telling my parents, I soon won't have to be afraid to be me all the time anymore ^_^
Anyway, I decided to include an updated picture of me in one of my first bras. Maybe I'm crazy, but am I starting to fill this thing out better? It really looks like it~ I've been noogling now too. Working up to hopefully be able to do it for a few hours a day. So far I'm at 1 hour periods at a lower pressure than the first time where my chest got spotted red for days. Hope my breasts are finally waking up and growing again!
Also I'm thinking about making a timeline to celebrate my 2 year HRT anniversary a few weeks ago, but I'm not sure yet. I stopped showing my bare chest when I made this thread so any pics beyond the first thread would be in bras. Also my body in general has changed drastically, having no body hair, losing a ton of weight, and so on. This means that I also ended up actually losing cup size along the way, though I did lose band size in turn of course. In the end I don't really know if I've gained size or lost it, but I do know that cup size, I seem to fill the same cups as ever but at a much smaller band. Them on my much nicer body looks really nice on me if I say so myself. Just not sure how that would all equate on a timeline though that's mostly meant to show off breast growth however when its more they stayed generally the same while the rest of my body shrank >.<