21-09-2022, 02:28 AM
Well it's official. I've male failed~
It was with someone I'd actually met a long time ago too. A step-dad of a friend of mine. He clearly didn't recognize me, and with only one other cis girl there hanging out, he implied there were 'ladies present' and later on even directly spoke to me asking why I wasn't doing something with the others but saw I was on my phone and said 'oh, she's playing with her phone', hehe. I didn't actually expect to be around someone besides friends and my brother that day so I was in a more androgynous fit that day.
Speaking of my brother, how wild a day it was, cus the day before I had all but come out to my brother on the phone and told him I'd tell him everything when we went to hangout. So not only did I male fail, in that same day I came out to a super accepting brother who without hesitation called me his sister~ I was happy that he was excited for me when I was called a girl too. He really is such a great brother so far and is the person I most wanted to keep in my life. If no one else accepts me, at least I'll have him, just like we always had each other our whole lives growing up.
But yesssss! Whaaaa! I still can't believe it! Everything is falling into place at last!
I'll even have a new roommate next month, a girl who inspired me to learn my voice. She hasn't been able to transition with HRT yet but her voice was always top notch. She used to be a shut-in but has been growing so well over the last year, moving out of her dads and finally starting on a path she can hopefully be proud of. This will be a big deal for both of us and should make both of our future's even brighter! I can't wait to see how much we both can help each other improve from here and onward ^_^
Beyond all that I did have my laser session a week or two back. Not sure I mentioned it here or not, but regardless I can clearly see that the last annoying bigger patches have finally mostly burned and died. I've included a pic of the not very fem or enduring outfit that made me male fail too, showing off the lower half of my face for the sake of the clarity of my laser results. This is obv with no makeup, bra, messy hair, and all that.
And a final update. I have been able to lose a bit of weight again recently~ My new lowest is 143.4, though I have still been alternating between it and 144.4, but either way it's a good sign I've not entirely stagnated on weight loss. Just a few more pounds to go! :3
It was with someone I'd actually met a long time ago too. A step-dad of a friend of mine. He clearly didn't recognize me, and with only one other cis girl there hanging out, he implied there were 'ladies present' and later on even directly spoke to me asking why I wasn't doing something with the others but saw I was on my phone and said 'oh, she's playing with her phone', hehe. I didn't actually expect to be around someone besides friends and my brother that day so I was in a more androgynous fit that day.
Speaking of my brother, how wild a day it was, cus the day before I had all but come out to my brother on the phone and told him I'd tell him everything when we went to hangout. So not only did I male fail, in that same day I came out to a super accepting brother who without hesitation called me his sister~ I was happy that he was excited for me when I was called a girl too. He really is such a great brother so far and is the person I most wanted to keep in my life. If no one else accepts me, at least I'll have him, just like we always had each other our whole lives growing up.
But yesssss! Whaaaa! I still can't believe it! Everything is falling into place at last!
I'll even have a new roommate next month, a girl who inspired me to learn my voice. She hasn't been able to transition with HRT yet but her voice was always top notch. She used to be a shut-in but has been growing so well over the last year, moving out of her dads and finally starting on a path she can hopefully be proud of. This will be a big deal for both of us and should make both of our future's even brighter! I can't wait to see how much we both can help each other improve from here and onward ^_^
Beyond all that I did have my laser session a week or two back. Not sure I mentioned it here or not, but regardless I can clearly see that the last annoying bigger patches have finally mostly burned and died. I've included a pic of the not very fem or enduring outfit that made me male fail too, showing off the lower half of my face for the sake of the clarity of my laser results. This is obv with no makeup, bra, messy hair, and all that.
And a final update. I have been able to lose a bit of weight again recently~ My new lowest is 143.4, though I have still been alternating between it and 144.4, but either way it's a good sign I've not entirely stagnated on weight loss. Just a few more pounds to go! :3