So Friday was my 4th injection. That means this week should be my most stable yet~ I'll say a couple weeks ago, about my 2nd injection, was by far the worst week as I had dropped pills and tried to let the enn do its thing, resulting in, I assume, a terribly unstable mood that led to a good bit of dysphoria. Last week I've felt amazing so I can't wait to see if I feel even better as my E levels finally balance out.
Today I also felt especially good because I wore my first ever dress and completely fem outfit! It was so fun putting it on and seeing how I looked. Feeling it sway as I moved. And with my roommates out of the house for work on Saturday I just got to dress as I wanted~ How amazing it was too that I didn't at all hate or even dislike what I saw in the mirror like I was afraid of. Rather I've gained even more hope and confidence.
As a bonus I think I'm filling up my strapless bra that I ordered for this outfit even better. When I had first tried it on a week or two ago it was a tiny bit loose (as expected since I know I'm somewhere between a 32c and a 32d but went with a 34c). Today however was different and it was full. Maybe some new growth~? I have been noticing that my chest at least looks better to me so it's not out of the question.
Anyway, beyond all that, I've started watching some makeup videos and getting help from an online friend of mine. I now have a small collection of makeup either here or coming soon. I can't wait to start experimenting and seeing how much it will help me.
And lastly, for the physical exercise and fitness side of things, I believe my legs may be getting stronger. My balance is still pretty poor but with all my butt, leg, and core exercise I've been doing it really feels like I'm starting to make some gains. This is big news since my legs have always been beyond help, so far as I know and was told. This has led to some theories about genetics and neurological gateways and effects of T and E it has on the body and mind. I'll possibly talk more on this later! For now have a pic of me feeling cute in my new dress ^_^
Today I also felt especially good because I wore my first ever dress and completely fem outfit! It was so fun putting it on and seeing how I looked. Feeling it sway as I moved. And with my roommates out of the house for work on Saturday I just got to dress as I wanted~ How amazing it was too that I didn't at all hate or even dislike what I saw in the mirror like I was afraid of. Rather I've gained even more hope and confidence.
As a bonus I think I'm filling up my strapless bra that I ordered for this outfit even better. When I had first tried it on a week or two ago it was a tiny bit loose (as expected since I know I'm somewhere between a 32c and a 32d but went with a 34c). Today however was different and it was full. Maybe some new growth~? I have been noticing that my chest at least looks better to me so it's not out of the question.
Anyway, beyond all that, I've started watching some makeup videos and getting help from an online friend of mine. I now have a small collection of makeup either here or coming soon. I can't wait to start experimenting and seeing how much it will help me.
And lastly, for the physical exercise and fitness side of things, I believe my legs may be getting stronger. My balance is still pretty poor but with all my butt, leg, and core exercise I've been doing it really feels like I'm starting to make some gains. This is big news since my legs have always been beyond help, so far as I know and was told. This has led to some theories about genetics and neurological gateways and effects of T and E it has on the body and mind. I'll possibly talk more on this later! For now have a pic of me feeling cute in my new dress ^_^