Ah no worries at all, I've just been reading so much lately with Lotus thread over 452 pages? I've only read like 40 lol. I know exactly how you feel with practicing voice I've been working on mine for quite awhile, even did 3 lessons with Zhea back in 2018-19. Though covid blew up my job and everything else so no income it became the perfect storm the moment she went viral upped her prices.... But since January I've been working quite hard on that too and have just able to reliably say a totally natural "hello" and that's about it lol. But I'm working towards things like Macro-Vowels/Micro-Vowels which are more advanced concepts along side stronger M2 before I push into mimicry work. (I can do both older and younger women and sometimes chibi if I'm in the mood)
I hope things settle for you, privacy issues are never fun so I hope things get better on that front 
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I am I found the courage and posted a picture of my breasts on HelloDidi's thread, though its an older picture of me at Tanner 3 36DD I'm Tanner 4 so a lot fuller with both of them sorta identical at least way more than that picture shows. My right likes being the bigger gal 
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I do have discord and will send you that in PM.
I think once I know what I need to acquire and dosage I will likely start my own thread, though I'm currently losing weight my boobs are holding fine only my under bust is going even then its only been .5 of an inch so 35.5". But something must be working since maintaining my cycling. My dream is to find out what can aid standard HRT with what I've seen here in natural response with higher response from the receptors utilising oestrogen and progesterone. Making the body more efficient in using those is very interesting to me.
You mean 2200pmol/l? Wow and I thought I was sorta high that's pretty impressive honestly lol. I do have a more up-to-date blood reading I got today with my patches swapped on Monday and weds was the test for the most truest results.
I've only dipped my feet in but I saw in Lotus's plan that they utilise lemon extract I haven't read enough to work out why just yet so I hope to catch up soon.
Unrelated I might be able to get my hands on a Philips Avent Comfort Twin that my sister once tried but she couldn't produce for my nephew so I'll see if I can get that one instead of the S2