Had my first laser session on my face a few days ago. Hoping that it makes me feel better about my face, but at the moment I have so much loose skin around the jaw, jowls, and neck from my weight loss that my appearance looks way more blocky than the bone structure beneath actually is...
Also been upset that I haven't gained any breast size in months. Lots of months. In fact I just keep losing it slowly also likely do to continued weight loss. I'm still about a 32 c/d though so it's not impacted me a ton, but they just seem so small to me some days. Maybe I should start trying to noogle or something or add in more supplements. I'm not really sure. But beyond gaining weight I currently have no idea how to make them grow more. My faith is in the new injections of E I'm taking. It has seemed to make my chest more tingly and sensitive most days, so maybe it will do something eventually.
I'd love to start weight cycling now, but my tummy flab being so awful has me scared. I'm trying so hard to tighten my core now but I have no idea when or if I'll ever see results I'm happy with for that region. I'm at 148 or so now. My goal was to hit 140 before I started to cycle. But I'm starting to wonder if I should start sooner and hope my exercise will keep my belly the same size or less while giving me bigger hips/butt/chest.
I've now officially done two injections. This week my E levels should be a lot more appropriate so I'm only planning to take 1mg E pills 2x a day for a few days then drop it completely either in the middle or end of the week before my next injection. I've felt great most days so far lately and I hope when I reach my stable levels in another 2 injections that I'll be better than ever.
In other news I've now got yet another new bra. This time a nice pink pushup one~ I think its cute, but I'm not as confident in my body as I'd like to be. Been pretty discouraged over all this week... I'll keep pushing along though as always and try to get out of my funk.
Also been upset that I haven't gained any breast size in months. Lots of months. In fact I just keep losing it slowly also likely do to continued weight loss. I'm still about a 32 c/d though so it's not impacted me a ton, but they just seem so small to me some days. Maybe I should start trying to noogle or something or add in more supplements. I'm not really sure. But beyond gaining weight I currently have no idea how to make them grow more. My faith is in the new injections of E I'm taking. It has seemed to make my chest more tingly and sensitive most days, so maybe it will do something eventually.
I'd love to start weight cycling now, but my tummy flab being so awful has me scared. I'm trying so hard to tighten my core now but I have no idea when or if I'll ever see results I'm happy with for that region. I'm at 148 or so now. My goal was to hit 140 before I started to cycle. But I'm starting to wonder if I should start sooner and hope my exercise will keep my belly the same size or less while giving me bigger hips/butt/chest.
I've now officially done two injections. This week my E levels should be a lot more appropriate so I'm only planning to take 1mg E pills 2x a day for a few days then drop it completely either in the middle or end of the week before my next injection. I've felt great most days so far lately and I hope when I reach my stable levels in another 2 injections that I'll be better than ever.
In other news I've now got yet another new bra. This time a nice pink pushup one~ I think its cute, but I'm not as confident in my body as I'd like to be. Been pretty discouraged over all this week... I'll keep pushing along though as always and try to get out of my funk.