[Drew]

I sort of get where you are kay.
Hormones whether they be pharmacy or herbal won't just effect your body but your mind too, that's a fact.
I had my embarrassing meltdown where I just went totally bezirk wow, that was not nice and everybody here witnessed it which is very, very embarrassing  but have seen others having a bit of a crisis too  though nobody here judges me for that, well almost nobody.I nearly
got banned I was such a bitch.. Not saying that may happen but yes, it does mess with your mind and emotions. We can feel more and more feminine everyday but just don't let it ......well I don't know? Trying my best to be helpful but it's a bit hard to describe. But it is absolutely possible that you can feel content and at peace with your feminine side and continue to embrace it. I know that we all may react differenty to what we are doing to our bodies and our mindset may differ greatly. I'm on holiday now and watching a UK TV channel that's just showing romantic Christmas movies, they are a bit cheezy but I cry a lot which isn't normal. So I think you're okay.