[arl234]

It surprises me to have not seen more interest in this dialog.  It seems the topic ought to open a floodgate of admissions/comparisons of experiences.

Although the idea of having boobs initially thrilled me, I soon recognized that to have them on an otherwise non-feminine body would make me feel as though I had a deformity.  The same with my dabbling in cross-dressing.  If not on a feminine body, it just didn't work for me.

I turned instead to keeping all body hair shaved smooth (excepting arms), grew long feminine hair, reduced my waist size to 27-1/2 inches, lifting weights daily to increase overall muscle mass in more female proportions, and taking testosterone boosters as well as DHT blockers.  I find I feel either virile or femme, as my mood dictates.  My need is to pass as a very fit guy (and who, privately, would look great in a dress.)  If I had boobs, I'm sorry, but I would feel like a freak.  My one concession to NBE is estriol cream to nipples, while using inverted nipple correctors, for about an hour a day.  My wife recently commented that she doesn't know what I'm doing, but that I now have nipples that look like a woman's.  Now I'm afraid to take my shirt off in public, even to show off my six-pack.  I'm sure glad I don't have actual breast buds..

How did the nipples develop?