[Nipply Russel]

Seems like I've tried every method and I'm still an A cup after 4 years. Should I kill myself.

I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with this. For what it might be worth, I offer the following:

If you find love/intimacy with a willing partner, I feel they're going to care a heck of a lot more about how you make them *feel* than how big your boobs are.

While I know that prominent breasts make it easier to display your gender, I can say that I've met very flat-chested women who were EXTREMELY sexy and compelling because of the way they carried themselves...and the way they made others feel.

To me, even a very flat chest with female nipples is still a feminine chest. And you can do lots of things to make your nipples more prominent.