[Heaven's Night]

When this situation comes, its good to sit back and self reflect.... That's what I did twice, both times when I had some new results. But for me it was more being scared of what there is to come, taking a little time out for myself before pushing on as it was obvious that I can't stop and also what my motivation and goals are. Things came kinda simple the day I accepted that my mind and soul are that of a woman, I am a woman.... From that point on, things became obvious on what to do.

I'm going to play the devils advocate here and say that having these doubts and thoughts on this stuff is a sign on its own that something's up. But its a good idea to stop for a bit and consider and think on what is right for you. But one thing, being big and bulky and saying "I could never" isn't a good idea. There's been so many "I could never's" and then they did it. Some times a lot of time and many regrets later. I was in that point too at one time.

Anyway, take a breather and search your feelings.