16-05-2021, 06:57 PM
Hi all...
This is an update at around 10 months on Estrogen.
I wish I could make up my mind about this stuff...I am taking a break from a highish dose at the moment and the emotional effects become more obvious every day I dont take any.
I do seem to need it. I still can't explain why although my being placed for adoption at birth is my main guess. When I get the dose right this is exactly what I need...I feel complete. But getting there is tricky.
My emotions have been very strong but narrowed somehow. I also startle more easily and am more apt to see angency in events...I am not exactly timid...just more cautious.
I don't feel any more or less feminine than when I started. I have no interest in dressing...sometimes I wish I did.
My breasts are smaller but there is more gland. I have also lost 20lbs by choosing food better and extra movement, especially dancing and lately walking in the forest since winter is over. I have been surprised that losing weight was so easy. I have lost my ass almost completely and what is left is vaguely feminine...my waist is getting smaller too. There are new fat deposits in my face. I am part northern Asian and I look more like it all the time. I have aged more than a year...which is also because the fat has shifted...but I look more tired if more androgenous.
This was much more fun when I was posting about PM and herbs...we all know pharmacy stuff works...so pictures seem kind of pointless.
If you are undecided about pharmacy stuff and you like PM my advice is to not switch.
I plan on using PM when I finally stop taking pharmacy...which could be now or in years..I wish I could make up my mind.
Owlie
This is an update at around 10 months on Estrogen.
I wish I could make up my mind about this stuff...I am taking a break from a highish dose at the moment and the emotional effects become more obvious every day I dont take any.
I do seem to need it. I still can't explain why although my being placed for adoption at birth is my main guess. When I get the dose right this is exactly what I need...I feel complete. But getting there is tricky.
My emotions have been very strong but narrowed somehow. I also startle more easily and am more apt to see angency in events...I am not exactly timid...just more cautious.
I don't feel any more or less feminine than when I started. I have no interest in dressing...sometimes I wish I did.
My breasts are smaller but there is more gland. I have also lost 20lbs by choosing food better and extra movement, especially dancing and lately walking in the forest since winter is over. I have been surprised that losing weight was so easy. I have lost my ass almost completely and what is left is vaguely feminine...my waist is getting smaller too. There are new fat deposits in my face. I am part northern Asian and I look more like it all the time. I have aged more than a year...which is also because the fat has shifted...but I look more tired if more androgenous.
This was much more fun when I was posting about PM and herbs...we all know pharmacy stuff works...so pictures seem kind of pointless.
If you are undecided about pharmacy stuff and you like PM my advice is to not switch.
I plan on using PM when I finally stop taking pharmacy...which could be now or in years..I wish I could make up my mind.
Owlie