[Heaven's Night]

Hi Nelda.
And welcome as well.
Its great that your going the HRT route, at your age your hormones are all over the place. At least under a doctors care you will avoid a lot of the pit falls that can happen.
Like Didi said (and she stole my  line by the way) record your measurements and take pics, as they will be invaluable later on.

So do tell us more of your history, does family support your decision, whats your body like now, ie fat skinny? Etc.
We are a nosy bunch here too by the way.

Bobbi

Hee hee, I don't mind sharing. I became self aware of all this maybe two and a half weeks ago, but of course the desire was there long long before that. My family does support my decision which is really lucky for me, but it did take them a week or so and an appointment with my therapist to calm down lol. Rn I have a pretty decent frame, I'm trying to lose a little bit of weight before going on estrogen. I've listened to binaural beats in the past to increase my chest when I was younger and still in subconscious denial of being trans, maybe 15-16, so while I'm still flat chested I think I have an incredibly small fat deposit behind my nipples, so at least I have something to massage. I should've done more research into HRT and PM before ordering a $20 bottle of the stuff, I suppose I'll just keep that stored away for a year or so in that case. I did go ahead and order noogleberry vacuum cups though!!! I'm so excited for it to arrive! I listen to a hypnosis track once a day to encourage my body to send nutrients, fat, and blood to my chest, massages, and I fall asleep to a 4 hour long binaural track to to encourage macro/gigantomastia and N cups (the thumbnail is of two watermelons lmao). I took my measurements just a week ago to order some fem clothes for myself (skirts, thigh highs, cute tops, breastform bras, ahhh it's all so cute!!), and I was 38" 38" 37"... eek. Rn I'm around 5'11" for height, and I got ALL of that gross body hair waxed off so now I'm smooth and it feels great! So excited to start the breast enlarging process, even if it takes months upon months  " alt="" title=""> I have a picture here for you curious folk, I'll admit I'm really happy to see that people took notice of my introduction!   https://ibb.co/BTL7dLz

Your lips are beautiful as heck. And you don't look too big or bulky either, you'll be a looker, take my word for it. Is that your natural hair color? Keep it.