Hello Flame
Just joined Nexum and I have to say I'm completely amazed by the changes that you've undergone since starting PM. There is a rare beauty in seeing those changes - it's like watching a flower opening - if that doesn't sound too fey 
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I'm just waiting for my first order of PM and am looking forward to starting out. I'm interested to know at what point you will feel you've achieved your goal - if indeed you have one? You talk a lot about the way PM makes you feel when you're on it. How did you feel for the longer time you had before last year when you went "cold turkey"? Sorry if you've already covered this elsewhere... I'm a newbie and probs need to read a lot more yet...
P.S. How do you upload pics? Not having much joy with that 
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