12-05-2020, 01:02 AM
It just didn't seem possible for me to transition when I was younger. I don't look at the years I lived as a guy as wasted though I was wasted most of them.
I feel a lot better about myself now. I function a lot better without high testosterone levels. I may have different transition goals than you or most trans women though. I don't live much differently than I did before, and I still just present kind of androgynous. I sometimes actually pass, though much of the time I don't. It's not as bad as I thought it would be. Most people don't even notice me. People don't pay as much attention to middle aged women, it's kind the one good thing about transitioning later.
I feel a lot better about myself now. I function a lot better without high testosterone levels. I may have different transition goals than you or most trans women though. I don't live much differently than I did before, and I still just present kind of androgynous. I sometimes actually pass, though much of the time I don't. It's not as bad as I thought it would be. Most people don't even notice me. People don't pay as much attention to middle aged women, it's kind the one good thing about transitioning later.