[StellaZ]

this  is  so  similar  to  where  i  am  now  ive  stoped  and  srarted  so  many  times  just  lately  its  crazy  when  i  stop  the  NBE  my  boobs  srink  a  bit  but  are  still  very  much  there  within  a  weeck  of  starting  again  they  seem  to  come  back  very  quickly  and  i  get  scared  becouse  they  get  so  ovious  and  so  hard  to  hide .  im  shure  if  i  stuck  at  it  they  would  grow  very  big  but  even  though  ive  always  cross  dressed  in  my  daily  life  im  just  an  avarage  family  guy  its  driving  me  crazy  at  the  mo  cos  i  cant  make  up  my  mind  .  i  decide  to  stop  but  then  two  weecks  later  im  back  on  it  again  i  realise  im  addicted  to  growing  boobs   i  wish  i  knew  the  way  out  of  this  mess .

I have a situation somewhat similiar.  I am older (56) and a family man.  2 adult children and a wife.  I discovered sissy porn a few years ago and was immediately hooked.  I travel a lot for work so as soon as I got to my hotel I was in my women's clothing,  sleeping in lingerie and wearing my breast forms. I get so tuned on by it.  I feel its a fetish but the more I move through all of this, the more unsure I am.  I found PM and thought I could feel more feminine and stop after I got some unnoticeable growth and I want to experinece the budding sensation. I'm very glad I found this board for support and guidance.  I just started taking PM but it seems once you get started its very hard to stop.  Stay strong.  If you need to stop I'm sure everyone here will help you through the tough times

Suspecting you will get scared at results and stop, then only to start again kicking yourself for stopping.
Well is what happened to me, but can't imagine I'm the only one.

That seems to be the pattern I have found on here in general.  Its very interesting, I do get nervous already and I am only a few days into but the thrill and excitement of it all keeps me moving forward.  I suspect there maybe a line that is crossed and once you are over it, it becomes the point of no return, so to speak.  I could be wrong as I don't have the experience others have.  I guess we all find out in time

Re: Breasts are the point of no return...

Seems like it.  Love the picture by the way.  Again, scary and exciting all at the same time