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Re: I know all of you will tell me my reasons for growing breasts is wrong

Very few people here would say that, if any, and they would be in the minority if they did. 

Everyone has their own reasons and motivations and your reasons are just as valid as the next person. 

Having said that, some do enjoy the thrill of going against the grain and this isn't meant to temper that. 

There are plenty of people out there who think what we aim for here is a bit nuts, but here, the wide variety of motivations is generally quite welcome.

Besides, if there was only one right way (and no doubt a rare few may be inclined to think so), even this would get pretty dull as a pursuit.

We don't break the mold to simply adopt another one. Charting one's own course is itself the way...

thank you for the words. I appreciate it.  I saw your one year picture. Wow, your breasts are perfect. That is incredible.  I am afraid there is no way I could hide those. I am hoping for something smaller. Actually probably not much bigger than I have now. Just more defined with a little more mass. 

Since starting I also have been lifting a lot of weights. Especially chest exercises.  I don't know if that will be counter productive. But I maybe I can blame some increased breast size on working out hard in my early 40's. 

I am a little worried my breasts may get too noticeable before I actually bud.  Then I am not sure what to do. Stop and let them go away. Or continue taking the pills as planned until I bud good and then stop taking everything. Praying if anything is permanent enough fat will go away to make them a size I can deal with.