25-02-2020, 04:13 AM
So for about two weeks I’ve decided to drop PM from my program for good. I knew injectable estrogen is stronger than PM, but I enjoyed having high estrogen in the 50pg/ml range (60 is the max ‘safe’ limit cuz I’m still being measured as a male despite having SRS... Japan, what can I tell you). The first few days of withdrawal I was literally shaking like a coke fiend. I took the day off from school. The next week I went to get a blood test to see where my estrogen level is because my metabolism is stupid high and I’m able to dump hormones out like a store putting all Halloween candy on sale the day after.
I really don’t know how to feel about this after being on and off PM. It’s brought me to an F cup despite estradiol being stronger than it. Maybe I have more estrogen receptors than the typical AMAB person? The last time my boobs hella shrunk was cuz I stopped taking hormones for 8 weeks due to before SRS and post SRS recovery. My surgeon said I wouldn’t need hormones after the surgery, but he was dead wrong cuz menopausal symptoms was beating me down like I stole something. I went from a E75 to a C75. Needless to say I was devastated; and anemic from all the blood loss a 2 weeks prior. I wanted my boobs back, so I had to find a local clinic that would support trans women (that’s a thing here as well) to give me hormones as well as got back on PM. It worked and 5-6months later I was back to my somewhat busty-self at a D75 and tanner stage 4.
I made a post prior to this saying that I wanted to try BO cuz I want the aromatase, but I think I’m gonna pass. I should give the injections a chance this year to do their magic and see what I get. I’m still gonna use my assistant supplements like fish oil, collagen, aojiru, massage gel, and progesterone cream. I’m expecting to loose size again as well, but if I get fuller bust for it and finally hit tanner 5, then I’m all in.
Battling boobie greed is the real struggle _(:3 」∠)_
I really don’t know how to feel about this after being on and off PM. It’s brought me to an F cup despite estradiol being stronger than it. Maybe I have more estrogen receptors than the typical AMAB person? The last time my boobs hella shrunk was cuz I stopped taking hormones for 8 weeks due to before SRS and post SRS recovery. My surgeon said I wouldn’t need hormones after the surgery, but he was dead wrong cuz menopausal symptoms was beating me down like I stole something. I went from a E75 to a C75. Needless to say I was devastated; and anemic from all the blood loss a 2 weeks prior. I wanted my boobs back, so I had to find a local clinic that would support trans women (that’s a thing here as well) to give me hormones as well as got back on PM. It worked and 5-6months later I was back to my somewhat busty-self at a D75 and tanner stage 4.
I made a post prior to this saying that I wanted to try BO cuz I want the aromatase, but I think I’m gonna pass. I should give the injections a chance this year to do their magic and see what I get. I’m still gonna use my assistant supplements like fish oil, collagen, aojiru, massage gel, and progesterone cream. I’m expecting to loose size again as well, but if I get fuller bust for it and finally hit tanner 5, then I’m all in.
Battling boobie greed is the real struggle _(:3 」∠)_