[Stevenator.]

I’m well past the point of being noticeable at the beach. While I wear sleeveless button up shirts around her family, I do sunbathe & swim at a semi public stretch of beach down the road. While I do not nor ever will cross dress transition, I’m starting to wear active kilts in public. It’s as close to cross dressing as I’ll ever go. If NBE/HRT changes me enough, then I’ll present as a bull dyke lesbian. I have no illusions of ever going femme. I’m still trying to get as big as I am up top, though. I’m even day dreaming of rounding out with augmentation. I started NBE by stealth. My wife was not happy when I came clean. It took her being convinced I was firmly in the male staying male camp. Transitioning would be a deal breaker for her and I’m not interested in that. I’m full body lasered because I love being smooth. I wear kilts & skirts because I love their comfort. I’m not interested in dresses, and 90% of the time in cooler weather you’ll find me in overalls. I have a couple of flannel/viscous sleep shirt/dresses. I might dance around the gender line. She’s Ok with that an so am I. I am considering a masculine anklet, but that’s as much as I’ll wear of jewelry. My family is out of state that I rarely see and I have compression shirts for when I’m around them. I’m often spending all weekends wearing only a sports bra and a kilt or skirt and my wife is fully at ease with who I am. I am hoping to grow myboobs as large as they can comfortably get though. I have a strong sense that I’ll reevaluate HRT or consider augmentation in retirement, hopefully in five years. I don’t want cartoon size boobs. Just something that fits my frame. My wife is comfortable with my NBE. Her main concern is a public transition, that I’m not interested in either.