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I have got to tell you I'm so frustrated! I went to a transgender seminar to show supporter and they taught everyone there that "cross dressers" were all about a clothes fetish and/or performing on stage!


So frustrated!  

Why are CDs so rejected? Honestly, I think CD is the most awesome solution and it should be embraced and taught as the best solution for all gender questions. 

But instead, it is like the only way to get embraced by the LGBT world is to pretend you are "stuck in the wrong body" or pretend you have a clothes fetish.  If I am dressed as a female I am accepted... but people are interested in the "transition" (that I feel is a stupid idea). If I say that I have thought about transitioning for 40 years but I think the best solution is to cross dress, I am scorned, and treated like I don't know the real me, and I am not complete, and I am sinning against nature, and I am naive, and I am giving in to the pressures, and I am not at peace, and on and on. 

I am much happier being male, and I am a confident male, but I am scorned like I don't know myself yet. I think people should EMBRACE being closet CDs and stand up for their rights. What is wrong with keeping your CD life separate?

For me personally I love to dress, and pass, and feel feminine. But not all the time! Good grief, I'm a male and I think like a male >70% of the time. It is great being a guy! Why do people want me to throw that away? No matter how many times I have wished I were a girl, in the end I am always happy a guy the majority of the time. As a man I am confident, loving, passionate, friendly, happy, and successful. I have great goals as a man.  

I think Trans (at least for me) is a recipe for an ugly life of: 80% misery and 20% peace.  Frankly, I'm shocked that so many men and kids fall for it.  Instead as a CD I have 99% awesomeness (as a male and female) and 1% confusion (ex., it would be nice to have a vagina too). 

I love the soft, sensitivity that has come from hormones. I do NOT like the muscle loss but it does make it easier to pass when I am interested in trying.  But, I'm not interested in giving up who I am as a male!  I am just interested in adding to it. Wouldn't it be nice to have a better butt and waist?

Now, if the opportunity arises, once in a while, in private I do like to dress and undress my "virtual" female. It is awesome. But, what male wouldn't want to have a good looking female sex slave? But that isn't a clothes fetish, it is a virtual girl fetish. 

So, I wish everyone could be like me, cis when I want to be cis, trans when I want to be trans, and a sex slave available anytime in the closet. CD is best!