[ScepticalButCurious]

Hi all,
 
I guess my post can go under a few topics of the “Males Staying Males” thread.
I’m a 45-year-old over weight male with moobs, with the desire to change my moobs into boobs. I’m happily married to my second wife, with 2 boys from my first marriage and 1 boy from my second. Both my ex and current wife was aware and had no issues about me wearing panties. Bras I had to wear secretly and I never cross-dressed.
 
I was always imagining myself with small breasts and I believe it’s the contributing factor to my current bodily autonomy. About a year ago, after 12 years of marriage to my second wife, my urge to grow female breasts got stronger after I could fill a 42C with my moobs. I initially bought some bras and different sizes of silicone breasts, which of course I had to wear very discreetly. My wife was shocked when she discovered them and didn’t want to accept it. Wearing panties was acceptable, but bras, silicone breasts and cross-dressing was a big no-no. All thoughts went through her mind; I’m gay, transvestite or will fully change into a woman. My wife is totally against me having breasts, silicone or real.
 
Seeing as I’m having moobs and all family are used to them (also a visit to the seaside for 10 days and not a word), I decided to use this opportunity to lose weight and at the same time grow up to B cup female breasts and hopefully the transition won’t be that obvious. I have no desire to transition fully to female.
 
In my first month I took FG 2000mg 3-times per day with SP once per day. In my second month I took only 500mg of PM, 3-times per day. I’m now in the start of my third month, following Oki’s program, albeit watered down on the dosages because I want to take it slow. 
 
We still have sex, only 2 times, 3 if I’m lucky per month but still, would like to keep that body part functional. I believe my wife is in the early stages of reaching menopause because the lack of libido is of course not from my side. 
 
Few days ago, I noticed some tissue growth next to my nipples, medial side. Thinking that it’s too early for any results and a bit concerned, I asked my wife to feel. She told me its breast tissue and made me to feel her breasts and then remarked sarcastically, “you wanted to grow breasts”. I still have too much fat to visibly notice anything. I do believe however that she imagined me with female breasts on 2 occasions when we had sex. I can’t recall her ever doing this before but she made cups with her hands and was holding my breasts.
 
I still have enough herbs to follow this program for another 2 months and in the meantime, I’m following a strict diet for weight loss. Keeping my wife in the dark as well, carefully hiding my herbs. Will she get use to my breasts once they are obvious, I don’t know? Do I care about what other would think, not at all? I will not advertise them thou.

Elkel,

Do keep us posted - I'm very interested in following your situation, because I'm in a similar place, just not as far. So far, I'm just using Binaural Beats as kind of an experiment to see if it really works, but if it does, I can imagine I'd get a very similar reaction. My wife is similarly dead set against me having breasts (well, if she even had the imagination to think it was possible!) I, too, have had breast forms in the past - she never discovered them, and they've been thrown out now in one of my purges, but I can't imagine the reaction if she had found them.  But I'm not even allowed to wear panties!  She says she doesn't want to feel like she's in a lesbian relationship! Go figure.