[Elkel]

Hi all,
 
I guess my post can go under a few topics of the “Males Staying Males” thread.
I’m a 45-year-old over weight male with moobs, with the desire to change my moobs into boobs. I’m happily married to my second wife, with 2 boys from my first marriage and 1 boy from my second. Both my ex and current wife was aware and had no issues about me wearing panties. Bras I had to wear secretly and I never cross-dressed.
 
I was always imagining myself with small breasts and I believe it’s the contributing factor to my current bodily autonomy. About a year ago, after 12 years of marriage to my second wife, my urge to grow female breasts got stronger after I could fill a 42C with my moobs. I initially bought some bras and different sizes of silicone breasts, which of course I had to wear very discreetly. My wife was shocked when she discovered them and didn’t want to accept it. Wearing panties was acceptable, but bras, silicone breasts and cross-dressing was a big no-no. All thoughts went through her mind; I’m gay, transvestite or will fully change into a woman. My wife is totally against me having breasts, silicone or real.
 
Seeing as I’m having moobs and all family are used to them (also a visit to the seaside for 10 days and not a word), I decided to use this opportunity to lose weight and at the same time grow up to B cup female breasts and hopefully the transition won’t be that obvious. I have no desire to transition fully to female.
 
In my first month I took FG 2000mg 3-times per day with SP once per day. In my second month I took only 500mg of PM, 3-times per day. I’m now in the start of my third month, following Oki’s program, albeit watered down on the dosages because I want to take it slow. 
 
We still have sex, only 2 times, 3 if I’m lucky per month but still, would like to keep that body part functional. I believe my wife is in the early stages of reaching menopause because the lack of libido is of course not from my side. 
 
Few days ago, I noticed some tissue growth next to my nipples, medial side. Thinking that it’s too early for any results and a bit concerned, I asked my wife to feel. She told me its breast tissue and made me to feel her breasts and then remarked sarcastically, “you wanted to grow breasts”. I still have too much fat to visibly notice anything. I do believe however that she imagined me with female breasts on 2 occasions when we had sex. I can’t recall her ever doing this before but she made cups with her hands and was holding my breasts.
 
I still have enough herbs to follow this program for another 2 months and in the meantime, I’m following a strict diet for weight loss. Keeping my wife in the dark as well, carefully hiding my herbs. Will she get use to my breasts once they are obvious, I don’t know? Do I care about what other would think, not at all? I will not advertise them thou.