03-09-2019, 10:24 PM
Seriously, though .... I started my NBE quest for bigger boobs, only.
Silly me didn’t realize this wasn’t an ala cartel option. With boobs
came the pelvic tilt, ghetto booty, height reduction, thinner arms,
hands, feet, legs, face, loss of strength, male function issues, female
brain, the whole nine yards. It was an initial shock, then I learned to
embrace it.
During my NBE, I’ve had many extended breaks. I took them to
balance things out. I started to learn the signs of returning T. I’ve
grown to loathe that feeling. I did a purge 3.5 weeks ago. I began
clawing the walls last week. Yesterday I broke down and ordered
more PM. I’m going to ‘try’ to take a lower dose for the time being.
I’m not confident that I’ll be successful. I love the full dose too much.
I’m probably within a few years of topping off my potential growth.
I really do not want to miss out on any opportunities. As I was
studying my options last week, I realized that I’m definitely going to
need a maintenance dose when this boobie experiment is over. Not
just to keep from losing any growth, (but as we’ve seen, they don’t
deflate much), but as also previously noted, to maintain my new
brain structure. After 3.5 years of rewiring my brain, I’m not ready
to go back to the old me. No way.
I still present as male, although I’m growing more comfortable in
my hiking comfort kilt in public, (it’s like a tennis skirt), I have
absolutely no wish or desire to transition. I shave my legs and I
wear skirts, but I prefer the male role, albeit now with a female
brain. While I’m going to try my damndest to maximize my breast
growth, I’m in no rush whatsoever to step up to a transition dose
of pharma hrt.
From what I understand, stopping NBE will cause a reverse fat shift.
It’s supposed to take as long or longer than before, but the boobs
will remain. That much is known. I didn’t invest 3.5 years to have
it take 4.5 years to revert to a manly man with boobs. I much much
prefer my new body now. Plus, I adore myboobs. Besides, does the
pelvic tilt really reverse itself??
While I love my new skin & scent, I cringe at thinking going back
to male skin, sweating buckets, smelling like a barn. I’ve grown to
Hate huge pores on male skin. That’s one of my favorite features.
I’ve grown to embrace the new me. NBE has been a liberating
experience. Even if it’s just between my ears.
Silly me didn’t realize this wasn’t an ala cartel option. With boobs
came the pelvic tilt, ghetto booty, height reduction, thinner arms,
hands, feet, legs, face, loss of strength, male function issues, female
brain, the whole nine yards. It was an initial shock, then I learned to
embrace it.
During my NBE, I’ve had many extended breaks. I took them to
balance things out. I started to learn the signs of returning T. I’ve
grown to loathe that feeling. I did a purge 3.5 weeks ago. I began
clawing the walls last week. Yesterday I broke down and ordered
more PM. I’m going to ‘try’ to take a lower dose for the time being.
I’m not confident that I’ll be successful. I love the full dose too much.
I’m probably within a few years of topping off my potential growth.
I really do not want to miss out on any opportunities. As I was
studying my options last week, I realized that I’m definitely going to
need a maintenance dose when this boobie experiment is over. Not
just to keep from losing any growth, (but as we’ve seen, they don’t
deflate much), but as also previously noted, to maintain my new
brain structure. After 3.5 years of rewiring my brain, I’m not ready
to go back to the old me. No way.
I still present as male, although I’m growing more comfortable in
my hiking comfort kilt in public, (it’s like a tennis skirt), I have
absolutely no wish or desire to transition. I shave my legs and I
wear skirts, but I prefer the male role, albeit now with a female
brain. While I’m going to try my damndest to maximize my breast
growth, I’m in no rush whatsoever to step up to a transition dose
of pharma hrt.
From what I understand, stopping NBE will cause a reverse fat shift.
It’s supposed to take as long or longer than before, but the boobs
will remain. That much is known. I didn’t invest 3.5 years to have
it take 4.5 years to revert to a manly man with boobs. I much much
prefer my new body now. Plus, I adore myboobs. Besides, does the
pelvic tilt really reverse itself??
While I love my new skin & scent, I cringe at thinking going back
to male skin, sweating buckets, smelling like a barn. I’ve grown to
Hate huge pores on male skin. That’s one of my favorite features.
I’ve grown to embrace the new me. NBE has been a liberating
experience. Even if it’s just between my ears.