[aroundthebend]

Long story short: Finally had some decent growth after a few years of trying. Yay! During this period of growth my libido was zero. Crap. I've tried reducing my dose or PM/estrogen and/or take less anti-androgens but then I don't get any growth. 

The good news is that I kept about 80% of my size after stopping. So I'm wondering if I start again and get growth then quit how much will I keep? Has anyone tried this on again/off again method? Would a small maintenance dose help maintain size? 

Any other suggestions?

thanks!