[PaulaJ]

Is it possible after a longer steady use with PM say like 8 months or so that it seems like your body is like on the E auto pilot and is very low on T? I should start a new thread but your thread is my exact question too.

I have noticed that after 8 months of using PM 2 500s a day and only a few short breaks here and there for a week off, that the past 6 weeks has produced more changes in not just me breast but my entire body has lost quite a bit of upper body muscle and I am getting significantly more hour glass shaped. My hips have grown 2" and each thigh has gained about 1" more towards the upper top. Also I no longer need to have my chest area at all, it just has stopped 100%. Body weight has not increased in fact I cut calories since I could tell my belly was getting to big, must be a slower metabolism now. I think I lost like 10 lbs of man fat, and gain 10 pounds of female distribution in those places etc. 

So I have never tried B.O., but I read it can make some permanent changes and is why I did not want to go that route, but PM has not only worked good, maybe more than I bargained for.

My question too all this said, iif I stop for a longer stent like a month or so, will my body make some level of T or can PM make you permanently into a Estrogen producing dominant individual?

Maybe someone else that has experienced this can chime in? Also on the mental side i never wanted to fully transposition and now PM seems to re-wired a lot how I think. Not addictive like smoking, but well you gals know what I mean.

One last note on this, I also like many of you feel a bit scared, happy, worried, and that whole start and stop ting. However, I feel like even stopping now may be to late. I am OK with nice 38B cups and a bit of feminization, but I am worried it is on auto pilot, is that even possible that I no longer make enough T to keep some aspect of being male alive? Anyone else with help please chime in thanks.

I wouldn't really worry about it. I took PM for over 3 years and when I switched to HRT and had my blood work done, my T level was at the high end of normal for a male. I quit PM a few days before the test.

You could have it tested even if you don't want to transition. Also, it's not uncommon for guys to have low T and get prescribed supplement T gel if they want to be on T.

That last part is the hard part though. Trying PM made it clear to me that I wanted E and not T running through me system, though I had planned on doing NBE instead of full transition when I started...