13-05-2019, 11:43 AM
I am logging this here more as a journal entry than actual development log.
I have now been off PM for about two months. I haven't lost any shape or size, so I guess that what I have is there to stay. I also stopped using Minoxidil on my head because my erections didn't come back for the whole of the last two months. I felt really bad about it. Zero sex drive, small erections that wouldn't last more than a minute. Just terrible. Thankfully my wife is understanding and we are waiting for everything to go back to normal. Something like this never happened before while using PM. I blame the Saw Palmetto (that I only took for a couple of days) and the Minoxidil (even if it's a topical solution).
I am now in Spain on my first "beach holidays". It's a company trip and all my colleagues are around me. We spend time bare chested and in the swimming pool. Not a word was said about my chest. That's a very good thing as it makes me feel less self conscious. The bad part of it is that we also have a few female colleagues with some very nice boobs and they spend their days in bikini. I have a horrible case of boobs envy and I would restart PM right away if I had it here. If/when the problem "downstairs" goes away I will probably restart PM, this time at low doses for short periods to avoid other complications.
I haven't had much time alone at home these days, so I haven't done much pumping. The only time has been about two weeks ago and I pumped for longer than two hours per day, fifteen minutes sessions per side every hour. I really love how heavy my breasts feel after using the milk pump.
In the meantime I keep buying bras and I have now a drawer overflowing with all sort of bras and bikini tops...
I have now been off PM for about two months. I haven't lost any shape or size, so I guess that what I have is there to stay. I also stopped using Minoxidil on my head because my erections didn't come back for the whole of the last two months. I felt really bad about it. Zero sex drive, small erections that wouldn't last more than a minute. Just terrible. Thankfully my wife is understanding and we are waiting for everything to go back to normal. Something like this never happened before while using PM. I blame the Saw Palmetto (that I only took for a couple of days) and the Minoxidil (even if it's a topical solution).
I am now in Spain on my first "beach holidays". It's a company trip and all my colleagues are around me. We spend time bare chested and in the swimming pool. Not a word was said about my chest. That's a very good thing as it makes me feel less self conscious. The bad part of it is that we also have a few female colleagues with some very nice boobs and they spend their days in bikini. I have a horrible case of boobs envy and I would restart PM right away if I had it here. If/when the problem "downstairs" goes away I will probably restart PM, this time at low doses for short periods to avoid other complications.
I haven't had much time alone at home these days, so I haven't done much pumping. The only time has been about two weeks ago and I pumped for longer than two hours per day, fifteen minutes sessions per side every hour. I really love how heavy my breasts feel after using the milk pump.
In the meantime I keep buying bras and I have now a drawer overflowing with all sort of bras and bikini tops...