30-04-2019, 04:53 PM
For me at least always knew I was transgender, once I knew transitioning was a thing that was it for me it explained a lot and I knew then why i felt different.
Tried to be a man but despite looking like Chewbacca in my birthday suit and being able to grow a beard in days I was never comfortable in my own skin so to speak. Although things quietened down a fair bit when I was with I guess my only serious girlfriend I kept imagining myself as a woman when with her. As she was vehemently anti trans I guess I just stopped making an effort as I didn't want to be with someone who wouldn't support it, there were other reasons too but subconsciously I knew it was never going to work.
Roll on a number of years decided to experiment with pm and then bovine ovary liked it a lot started to think maybe I can do this after all rather than just thinking about it. After 10 months bo decided for a number of reasons to give estrogen a go. It just felt instantly right so increased the dosage then about 6 months ago decided to switch to estrogen injections. Decided to get laser on my face last year and am undergoing electrolysis at present with the changes I am way too far down the path to really ever go back.
It's definitely not going to be for everyone but it has totally transformed my attitude to life, lost a lot of weight with a lot more to go, stopped smoking and drinking and am eating a much healthier diet. Am in the closet I guess is the way to describe things at present, I still present male but get misgendered a lot. At some point I guess transitioning is going to have to happen but for now am just floating along nicely trying to deal with a whole lot of other things going on. At some point in the future would like to get surgery but it's more about how I feel than my genitals but id be more than happy to lose two parts of my anatomy though, but I think they are pretty much extinct anyway!
So yep that's my story!
Megan
Tried to be a man but despite looking like Chewbacca in my birthday suit and being able to grow a beard in days I was never comfortable in my own skin so to speak. Although things quietened down a fair bit when I was with I guess my only serious girlfriend I kept imagining myself as a woman when with her. As she was vehemently anti trans I guess I just stopped making an effort as I didn't want to be with someone who wouldn't support it, there were other reasons too but subconsciously I knew it was never going to work.
Roll on a number of years decided to experiment with pm and then bovine ovary liked it a lot started to think maybe I can do this after all rather than just thinking about it. After 10 months bo decided for a number of reasons to give estrogen a go. It just felt instantly right so increased the dosage then about 6 months ago decided to switch to estrogen injections. Decided to get laser on my face last year and am undergoing electrolysis at present with the changes I am way too far down the path to really ever go back.
It's definitely not going to be for everyone but it has totally transformed my attitude to life, lost a lot of weight with a lot more to go, stopped smoking and drinking and am eating a much healthier diet. Am in the closet I guess is the way to describe things at present, I still present male but get misgendered a lot. At some point I guess transitioning is going to have to happen but for now am just floating along nicely trying to deal with a whole lot of other things going on. At some point in the future would like to get surgery but it's more about how I feel than my genitals but id be more than happy to lose two parts of my anatomy though, but I think they are pretty much extinct anyway!
So yep that's my story!
Megan