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I think many of us underestimate NBE and the changes it makes on us.

What's your plan for when you have fully developed female breasts? Continuing to take feminizing herbs, even in periodic, small "maintenance doses" will still get you there eventually. Personally, I think that once you've awoken those growth receptors, there's no real putting them back to sleep. Not to mention the changes E has on the brain. "pink fog" is real, and it's forever so far as I can tell.

I did 3 weeks of weak herbs 4 years ago. It was enough to get things started. I stopped...but I'm certain now that I continued to grow...ever so slowly, relatively unnoticed day by day. There's no denying that i'm far more developed than I should be, given the short window and weak herbs that I did. And after another episode of high stress, the pink fog came rolling back this year. I just recently did another 3 weeks of weak herbs...it was a madness I couldn't stop. I couldn't say no...and then the pink fog lifted and I'm all "WTF, again?". But guess what? 3 weeks later off of all herbs, I'm still tingling pins and needles, still have the tell-tale dark rings and now even tender to the touch. I'm still growing. I can't imagine what PM would have done.
 
I'm fairly certain now that I be fully developed eventually, whether I do any more nbe or not, whether I want to be or not. Those receptors will continue to take in whatever estrogen that happens to be floating around in my system, even if it takes 10 years. And when the next bout of fog comes rolling in...and the next, and the next and so on...It's just a matter of time. Will I be able to say no? Do I want to say no?

I don't think "just a little" is possible once you start.

I've also been wondering lately if I'm still growing despite not having taken any PM in seven months.  I've lost 70lbs since last summer and thought that I was  going  to lose all of my gains.  While I  have lost some size, my chest maybe only 1/2 cup smaller.  Meanwhile I've lost 9 inches from my waist.  Lately  though I've noticed a very slight tenderness behind both nipples, it's not the intense tenderness that I get from PM but it's still there.  I've started to hypothesize that I'm still growing at least a little.

I love the boobs.  I wish I could get the boobs while I  keep my Male parts and drive functioning.