29-03-2019, 12:39 PM
@Nipply Russel I understand perfectly what you say, and the same goes for me. This "pink fog" is essentially locking me in "full fetish" mode. On one side it's fun, but it's also potentially dangerous as I might go too far in my game.
I think that today I am a bit calmer, but it's also true that I still took the time for a pumping session this morning and I keep thinking of when I can go back to taking PM. It's like I am completely addicted not to PM but to the growth and all about it.
The risk of waking up with something on my chest too bg to explain is real. Once again, my logical side screams in horror whil my fetish side is thrilled.
Anyway, I had periods on PM in the past where I could have normal sex while on PM. As many TS have said, Estrogen doesn't prevent erections per se. I wonder if it was the lower-than-usual dose of PM I was taking that was lowering T and, at the same time, not giving enough E. Guess what, my fetish side is next to me saying: go back on 2000mg/day and you'll find out.
Not for now. Not yet.
I think that today I am a bit calmer, but it's also true that I still took the time for a pumping session this morning and I keep thinking of when I can go back to taking PM. It's like I am completely addicted not to PM but to the growth and all about it.
The risk of waking up with something on my chest too bg to explain is real. Once again, my logical side screams in horror whil my fetish side is thrilled.
Anyway, I had periods on PM in the past where I could have normal sex while on PM. As many TS have said, Estrogen doesn't prevent erections per se. I wonder if it was the lower-than-usual dose of PM I was taking that was lowering T and, at the same time, not giving enough E. Guess what, my fetish side is next to me saying: go back on 2000mg/day and you'll find out.
Not for now. Not yet.