[PaulaJ]

I go with one before first cup of coffee, and one after breakfast...

Do not take with alcohol: (well that's happening most nights until the world doesn't suck), so I'll take it the small window I'm sober...

Ughh.

The world would suck so much less for me if I could stop. Couldn't be a bodybuilder and look good that way because of this, and can't look like a woman either really unless I burn off this belly fat. I just look like a fat guy with larger than average moobs.

I do skip the early morning PM if I'm still drunk from the night before and I do that far too often. If I actually could quit for awhile and really try to lose this last 50 pounds, I might be OK with how I look, or I might switch to HRT and look the best I possibly can. I'm so tired of being stuck where I am.