26-01-2019, 08:48 AM
@Pansy-Mae to me things are a bit easier. I crossdress, and do NBE, as a fetish. Fetish is sex related. Lower sex drive = lower need for fetish.
I actually learnt to enjoy the swing. It's true that after 3 or 4 weeks off PM I lose some size, but it's also true that when I restart I immediately feel the "turbo restart" effect. Since my sex drive also causes "pink fog", the days when I feel my breasts ballooning up are the best ones in the month. It's always been more about the idea of growing breasts for me rather than actually having a pair, so I really like the feeling of the turbo restart, and the only way to have it is to stop PM for a few weeks here and there.
I actually learnt to enjoy the swing. It's true that after 3 or 4 weeks off PM I lose some size, but it's also true that when I restart I immediately feel the "turbo restart" effect. Since my sex drive also causes "pink fog", the days when I feel my breasts ballooning up are the best ones in the month. It's always been more about the idea of growing breasts for me rather than actually having a pair, so I really like the feeling of the turbo restart, and the only way to have it is to stop PM for a few weeks here and there.