[Pansy-Mae]

I am now going to take a month long break. Sex drive is very down low, and when that happens I also lose the will to grow breasts. I need my male function back, and I don't mind waiting a bit and refuel my "fetish mind".

This bit is interesting because it sounds very similar to what I experience although my sex drive disappeared years ago ( before PM) so I don't have that in the mix. However, when I'm ON Pm my need to feminise myself disappears but after about 3 weeks OFF, it comes back and at the same time the fat starts to migrate away and the boobs start to deflate and of course I then want to start the PM again! .
I believe it is actually to do with satisfying my brain chemsitry. My brain thinks it should be feminine and the PM gives it what it needs 'chemically' and so high heels, short skirts and make-up aren't needed, but when it can't have PM it reverts to cross-dressing as a sort of artificial substitute.