30-11-2018, 03:00 PM
I forgot two things...
1. When I first became self-conscious about my boobs, I remember one time I was sitting on the toilet after I got home from school and I envisioned grabbing and pulling out my boobs, starting with the left one, taking a big knife and cutting them off. Knowing it would have been really dumb idea, to say the least, I also envisioned me taking toenail clippers and clipping off my nipples...
2. Because I remember being embarrassed when I looked down and saw my nipples poking through my shirt. I don't remember when or where, junior high or high school, but I did wear band-aids over then to hide them for a time.
Ever since I lost self-confidence, I just wanted to be invisible to where no one could see me. I just wanted to be just like everyone else and not stick out in the crowd.
1. When I first became self-conscious about my boobs, I remember one time I was sitting on the toilet after I got home from school and I envisioned grabbing and pulling out my boobs, starting with the left one, taking a big knife and cutting them off. Knowing it would have been really dumb idea, to say the least, I also envisioned me taking toenail clippers and clipping off my nipples...
2. Because I remember being embarrassed when I looked down and saw my nipples poking through my shirt. I don't remember when or where, junior high or high school, but I did wear band-aids over then to hide them for a time.
Ever since I lost self-confidence, I just wanted to be invisible to where no one could see me. I just wanted to be just like everyone else and not stick out in the crowd.