[Shirazmn]

Jeez, I'm so bad at quitting PM.
About 20 days ago I stopped PM "for good", again. After 20 days there are pros and cons:

Pros: 
- my sex drive is back in full force. I can write better TG erotica
- my body has gone back to a more masculine shape

Cons:
- my sex drive is back in full force... But family life with a young baby doesn't allow for much release. I am trying to reduce DIY to a minimum but my wife's desire for intercourse seems to be a lot less than mine. So, essentially, I am horny 24/7. It's not that I dislike it too much, but while on PM I felt a lot calmer from this point of view. 
- my body has gone back to a more masculine shape... Not meaning that I lost breast tissue, which at this point is probably permanent, but my band size has increased again while on PM is got snaller. My body is going back from a mild hourglass figure to a cylindrical one. The reason why this is "good" is that I will soon have to see family and friends I haven't seen in a while and a different body shape would be suspicious, same for the swimming pool. The reason why this is bad is that all my bras are getting too tight again in the band and I sort of miss the shape I was achieving.
- another bad thing is that my body hair is going back to being super thick. I have sensitive skin so they curl and pinch me everywhere. I really hate this.

So.... I am probably buying it again. Damn! Considering the slow rate of growth, I sort of think that the pros are outdoing the cons.
I'll buy it at the end of Dec, so I expect to see it delivered at the end of Jan. After that I will decide dosage and goals.