14-08-2018, 01:19 AM
enjoying being feminine, and having high regard for the opposite sex in there speech ,mannerism and the way they smell ,dress has been in my core early on , when i was 8 maybe i was at a public swimming pool and was walking away from my mom toward the pool i guess she said to me to "quit walking like a girl" and i was just walking was not being silly just being myself , well that stuck with me later when i was 10 i saw my older sister sitting on the floor talking on the phone she had her knees bent and tucked under her shirt thus pulling the neck line out wards and i walked by ,I just glanced down and saw she had no bra ( she must of been 14 or 15 ) her breast were tiny buds ( i dont know my sister anymore and cant even guess if to how much she filled out ) well not to much later at 10 years old i started budding myself it scared me and excited me also it lasted maybe 2 weeks i kept my shirt on at that time i remember my mom suggesting i take my shirt off to be cooler so it must of been summer time
very soon after i started cross-dressing in my moms and sisters clothes ,one day my mom caught me getting ready to try on my sisters nightie she scolded me and shamed me she knew i was wearing her clothes also at that point i could not stop for very long
i never had my dad around till i was almost out of high school and he knew i was wearing his newer wife's clothes
so here i am almost 50 and i have purged many times ,well its my time now so im going to pursue the BO and that's after not having much luck with the fenugreek ,saw palemento and black cohash
I know the BO changes the boy stick for good but im ready to reduce it as much as i can and welcome all i can partake in being more fem
very soon after i started cross-dressing in my moms and sisters clothes ,one day my mom caught me getting ready to try on my sisters nightie she scolded me and shamed me she knew i was wearing her clothes also at that point i could not stop for very long
i never had my dad around till i was almost out of high school and he knew i was wearing his newer wife's clothes
so here i am almost 50 and i have purged many times ,well its my time now so im going to pursue the BO and that's after not having much luck with the fenugreek ,saw palemento and black cohash
I know the BO changes the boy stick for good but im ready to reduce it as much as i can and welcome all i can partake in being more fem