[happyfeet]

I truly am sorry for the rant ,but I get so bottled up I eventually got to get things off my chest. I mean my wife is very supportive she buys my bras and panties,tells me she loves me, likes my calmer side, and tho she won't admit it incurages me to take pm.
The problem is I start to feel and see changes in my body and mental thinking and it scares the hell out of me. 
Most of the confusion and  emotional mixes come when I am on a break ( witch I'm on now)  again sorry if I offended or insulted anyone it was not my intention