[Katie]

to be honest, with some of you, i`m beginning to wonder if all this switching is actually hormone related at all? and maybe it`s something else entirely and all the HRT does it modulate it.

except for the first couple of weeks when it was fear based, i never had any of this switching or WTF moments as such, though I`v had plenty of "Why me, why am i trans, what did i ever do..." etc.. but never the doubts I was doing the wrong thing? I find it almost incoceivable.

it`s got me realy really curious as to what causes it!??????

have you tried keeping a diary perhaps? i think i`d try that and see if there was a pattern to it, maybe something you ate, or stress levels, or something that was said or felt prior etc...