08-02-2018, 09:41 PM
Hmmm...
That`s a tough one, you really need to follow your heart!
I`v said many times that if you can live Without transitioning, then do it, find your balance (transquilibrium) ad stay there, don`t transition unless you Have To.
Now you have a way to acheive that balance, I kinda envy that! as an almost fully transitioned TS I can`t imagine anyone Not wanting to fully transition, and I really admire those that can find that balance and live there, for me that`s just an impossible dream, i Have To go all the way and hope that the end will be enough (I think it will in my case), but if I could have just taken a limited dose of E and been "cured" I would have taken it in a heartbeat!
maybe you tell your wife were you`re at, and see what she says? or you could lower the E and get your dysphoria back and play about fence hopping ( but I think that`s probably dangerous and asking for trouble).
Q: how do you feel now you know you have a way to fix it? does that make you happy or sad?
That`s a tough one, you really need to follow your heart!
I`v said many times that if you can live Without transitioning, then do it, find your balance (transquilibrium) ad stay there, don`t transition unless you Have To.
Now you have a way to acheive that balance, I kinda envy that! as an almost fully transitioned TS I can`t imagine anyone Not wanting to fully transition, and I really admire those that can find that balance and live there, for me that`s just an impossible dream, i Have To go all the way and hope that the end will be enough (I think it will in my case), but if I could have just taken a limited dose of E and been "cured" I would have taken it in a heartbeat!
maybe you tell your wife were you`re at, and see what she says? or you could lower the E and get your dysphoria back and play about fence hopping ( but I think that`s probably dangerous and asking for trouble).
Q: how do you feel now you know you have a way to fix it? does that make you happy or sad?