30-11-2017, 05:55 PM
Hello Dahling Julie
As always thanks for the thought provoking threads.
I cant contribute to the aha I'm a woman side of things but have undergone the opposite recently. I was hoping it would go away, but I am rather enjoying my life now. So here goes. I'm 68, retired for about 1 1/2 years, been out ot my wife for about 7 years, and have been on the PM herbal routing for almost 3 years.
up until 3 years ago I was living a wonderful femme life. I worked form home, would do my make up and wear my beast dresses, etc to 'work'. I was having a ball. Although I was bobbi all day at home I had to tone it down if I had to go to town, and other social events.
My 100 yo Mom came to live with us about 3 years ago, so my toned down life began. I was still pretty feminine, but dresses and full make up didnt happen, and there was not a lot of time away from mom to get all made up. I did enjoy wearing girl shorts and girl tees all summer so that was my highlight.
I kept up my herbal regime, and slowing the breasts grew..... yeah I know you want to see pics.
Last December i contracted to have my dream garage built 48' x 36' with a lift.
In Feb of this year mom passed away, and one would think Bobbi would be happy to have Bobbi full time again.
It was nice to have the freedom, but now I was also free to do what I wanted without having to check on mom every 4 hours.
I had a lot of outside dirty 'guy' things to do and loved it.
When the garage was finally done in June, I started moving the cars in and getting the inside laid out to let me start doing the greasy finger mech jobs I love.
I still took and still do take my PM and herbals for breast growth.. but I have hit a plateau in my mental lust for breasts and to go farther down this road to femininity.
My life is filled with guy thoughts of fixing cars and having fun. The obsession of having to strip off the boy clothes and get into my bra is all gone.
What caused this fracture I dont know.
I think some of it is watching the beautiful women on TV and in general life and finally saying to my self I can never act like that. I dont have the soft loving girly posture to pull it off and I dont have the curl up and me all soft and lovey side either.
Being dad, granddad and neighborhood mechanic is a life I'm better suited for so thats my new everyday mode.
I still change in the evening to a sundress and easy makeup because I dint it more comfortable, but the strong desires of the past have gone.
I know thats not the direction you were looking for but I thought it was worth throwing out to all the girls that are struggling. Its ok to be the guy too.
Bobbi
As always thanks for the thought provoking threads.
I cant contribute to the aha I'm a woman side of things but have undergone the opposite recently. I was hoping it would go away, but I am rather enjoying my life now. So here goes. I'm 68, retired for about 1 1/2 years, been out ot my wife for about 7 years, and have been on the PM herbal routing for almost 3 years.
up until 3 years ago I was living a wonderful femme life. I worked form home, would do my make up and wear my beast dresses, etc to 'work'. I was having a ball. Although I was bobbi all day at home I had to tone it down if I had to go to town, and other social events.
My 100 yo Mom came to live with us about 3 years ago, so my toned down life began. I was still pretty feminine, but dresses and full make up didnt happen, and there was not a lot of time away from mom to get all made up. I did enjoy wearing girl shorts and girl tees all summer so that was my highlight.
I kept up my herbal regime, and slowing the breasts grew..... yeah I know you want to see pics.
Last December i contracted to have my dream garage built 48' x 36' with a lift.
In Feb of this year mom passed away, and one would think Bobbi would be happy to have Bobbi full time again.
It was nice to have the freedom, but now I was also free to do what I wanted without having to check on mom every 4 hours.
I had a lot of outside dirty 'guy' things to do and loved it.
When the garage was finally done in June, I started moving the cars in and getting the inside laid out to let me start doing the greasy finger mech jobs I love.
I still took and still do take my PM and herbals for breast growth.. but I have hit a plateau in my mental lust for breasts and to go farther down this road to femininity.
My life is filled with guy thoughts of fixing cars and having fun. The obsession of having to strip off the boy clothes and get into my bra is all gone.
What caused this fracture I dont know.
I think some of it is watching the beautiful women on TV and in general life and finally saying to my self I can never act like that. I dont have the soft loving girly posture to pull it off and I dont have the curl up and me all soft and lovey side either.
Being dad, granddad and neighborhood mechanic is a life I'm better suited for so thats my new everyday mode.
I still change in the evening to a sundress and easy makeup because I dint it more comfortable, but the strong desires of the past have gone.
I know thats not the direction you were looking for but I thought it was worth throwing out to all the girls that are struggling. Its ok to be the guy too.
Bobbi