[Nightshade]

I haven't really had much of a sex drive, but I can achieve orgasm if I want to. I haven't really been masturbating often (I can't date now). I only enjoy it while viewing porn, but I don't think it's healthy to look at (too much) porn.

I'm open to getting a vibrator, but I live with my parents (long story) and I don't know if they'll open the package or not. It took a long time to convince them to let me go on hormones and I might not even be functional when I go on the Rx ones so I don't want to screw things up.