[Nikki9]

Ah Nov 1st is rapidly approaching.
I think its been 5 months on Androcur now going for 6 in Nov.

The changes:
I have 0 taste for men or woman.
I have no erections and if I can even get it going which I barely have a urge for nothing comes out to very little.
My breasts have filled out a  bit more... They have been sore the last week Like ow sore. Finally.
My new BFF sent me some texts and I got very VERY emotional had 3 crying fits for 1 hour couldn't stop.  I havent cried since I was 10 but everything hit me all at once my family disowning me her texts, my other BFF getting a divorce from my old male BFF. Stupid stuff at work.
Ive had some fat redistribution but still remain in the 190-195 range... :  I hate that.

my body is definable changing but Im still stuck on 2mg E.
I am planing on having a good long talk with my Nurse Practitioner about this and just moving straight to 4mg E on Nov 1st. Id like to be in a female range not a male range.

Wow .. The picture shows fantastic growth on just 2mg estrogen. Your body is obviously just loving it.
Sorry to read about all the other shit going on.

yea life sucks what can you do but move forward.

I ll post some more pics later I shaved that nasty hair down with my electric so it looks better and epilated with the midevil torture device my face so ya....
I even found a foundation finally....in my shade Hurrah !!!

And Nov 1st is only 5 days away so I m gonna ask for 4mg instead of 3mg like Im sure they want to go on.

So ya 6 month mark coming up in nov... Kinda scary...

Nikki,

Sorry to hear about your family.  You always have support here.  I hope you find what you are looking for and I'm glad you are going the medical route.  Good luck and keep us posted.

Its ok Ive moved on...

So Today I went for my appointment...


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I didn't get 4mg........ Estrogen.....
I got 3 mg for 1 month then auto upgrade to 4mg Dec 1st.... I just realized He didnt re prescribe the androcur androgen blocker.... LOL fun times...

Ill be on 4mg for 3 months 1 month on 3mg Oh well.... and well I have just under a month of blockers left...