26-05-2017, 06:56 AM
Aria, I lied to myself for so many years, and was incredibly homophobic for much of that time. On the outside I was somewhat transphobic too, but inside I was fascinated that I could "change" myself. When I eventually got honest with myself, after reading about gender transition purely by chance, I realized that there was definitely something there.
It came to me last year after being divorced for a year. I have started reminiscing about small incidents throughout my life and have realized that the signs may have always been there - I was just blind to them. I was told that I do things in an effeminate way, when all along I've considered myself playing out the male role quite convincingly. I am relieved that I don't need to do that anymore; now I just go with whatever I feel - sometimes I feel manly, and other times (mostly) feminine.
I love who I am becoming - it's an exciting journey and I can't wait to see where it goes.
It came to me last year after being divorced for a year. I have started reminiscing about small incidents throughout my life and have realized that the signs may have always been there - I was just blind to them. I was told that I do things in an effeminate way, when all along I've considered myself playing out the male role quite convincingly. I am relieved that I don't need to do that anymore; now I just go with whatever I feel - sometimes I feel manly, and other times (mostly) feminine.
I love who I am becoming - it's an exciting journey and I can't wait to see where it goes.